summer was a bust. i didnt do a damn thing. i went to UTAH. didnt get to see emma. i fought with LITERALLY every single one of my friends.
ive gone to the pool thrice...and ive used my neighbors pool likee...4 times.
when do you know its the 'right time'...i recently had an opportunity to lose the big v. no, no i didnt...but i thought.. "i really like this kid..why not?" obviously because we arent married, have children nor are we in looooove..but at the time...it seemed like..the BEST idea. i dont regret not doing it...and i dont think i would have regretted it if i had...but how do you know? i thought i knew..and then i didnt...and it made everything confusing...
this Thanksgiving...i had planss. and now i dont. /: hmph. i honestly dont even know why.
the only thing i have to look forward to is a possible trip to Florida during SB with this ginggg at my school...Puyo. and christmas obviously...but thats like 5 months away!
this Thanksgiving...i had planss. and now i dont. /: hmph. i honestly dont even know why.
the only thing i have to look forward to is a possible trip to Florida during SB with this ginggg at my school...Puyo. and christmas obviously...but thats like 5 months away!
guys...anyone else actually excited for school to start? i neeeeeed something to do.
FUCK. i have no motivation for getting good grades. the deal was i get good grades and i can miss two days of school and thanksgiving to be in AZ...so now that im not going to AZ....why get amazing grades?!?
/: oy vey.
for my birthday my mother and dearest step-father, Shawn, got me a 450$ purity ring...WTF?!
and my daddy and wicked step-mother got me a tv for my rooooom (:
i uh...didnt get LITERALLY anything else...its a weird feeling. it doesnt bug me that i didnt get more presents...but it does...not because im materialistic..but because it shows that im growing up /: and that is NOT something i look forward to.
ive been 15 for like...almost a month and im nervous to get my permit. im nervous i'll fail the test...but even more im nervous i'll PASS it. i hate the idea of driving. its so scary. i dont want to grow up.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPkv23Rch98
/: oy vey.
for my birthday my mother and dearest step-father, Shawn, got me a 450$ purity ring...WTF?!
and my daddy and wicked step-mother got me a tv for my rooooom (:
i uh...didnt get LITERALLY anything else...its a weird feeling. it doesnt bug me that i didnt get more presents...but it does...not because im materialistic..but because it shows that im growing up /: and that is NOT something i look forward to.
ive been 15 for like...almost a month and im nervous to get my permit. im nervous i'll fail the test...but even more im nervous i'll PASS it. i hate the idea of driving. its so scary. i dont want to grow up.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPkv23Rch98
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