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my day has just been so sucky.; i hate being here, in springfield. its so pointless.

i just need to break down. i havent legit cried in days, and its building up....SO annoying.

ugh. i like him so much....its kind of sickening. cuz everytime...it gets ruined. i ruin everything.; ya know how in ghosts of girlfriends past..he learns something from every ex...and on Greek, Rebecca and Dale ask their exes why they didnt work out? yeah...i thought about it and none of my relationships work out because of me...i lie and i get way too over-protective...and it sucks...because im a jealous person by nature..so i cant exactly change how i react...and i dont wanna ruin this one...