i wish

i could go home.
i could be home for my birthday.
for world peace.
my parents would get off my jock. (YOU WISH I WAS ON YOUR JOCK)
that i had more freedom.
that everything in life was a-okay.
that my best friend hadn't moved.
i had never switched to brentwood.
i had never gone to ladue.
i could go to a private school.
my life was easier.

i love:
my mom.
my dad.
my sisters.
my bestfriend who moved away.

im grateful:
that i moved to brentwood.
that i moved to ladue.
that my parents are so strict.
for my family's sacrifices.

all in all...sure, i'd love to change certain thing in my life...but at the same time...the things that i want to change so desperately are the things that shape me.<3